Damn I Am Distract'd Again

so my momentum is not as it was earlier
as my mind was more on productive
get things done
show for your time
kind of run

now i'm tossin and turnin in my bed
my heart is like fuck man
i MISS you darling
so badly

the stars say we are best at bay
better as companions
day by day living is not usual to sustain
according to our stars

the birthday book or some shit
i put in our birth dates
and just before doing that,
knowing already, the general dynamic and it's typical gist.

it's basically every nay say and ignorant assumptions stated
about our relationship
how we shouldn't stay
FUCK ALL THE OUTSIDER NEGATIVE SPRAY

You ain't us  1+1
And we aren't yours  (3rd PaRTiES)